thoughts
i just found out tt the feeling is a totally rockin band man. TWELVE STOPS FROM HOME. one of the best cds ive heard in a while mannnn.been listening to it for 2 days and stef and i keep humming songs frm it around the hse heh. i guess its nice cos the lyrics are really whimsical and different from the normal types of sappy love songs type of music coming out nowadays :)
anyway, finally went blading today for the first time since i came back from italy!!!! oman. legs are tired now haha. its like i stop for a while and lose all the stamina! tut tut. but i love blading la. i realise i feel happier when im exercising which is kinda proven by research so yay haha. hopefully it makes me smarter too!!!!
as i walk around the wards and get more and more bored day by day, somehow i wonder where my motivation has gone to. i guess yeah im trying my best not to fail and that is the only thing at the moment that is giving me any momentum to study, but i remember how i used to be intrigued by the mysteries of medicine, and how being a doctor was all ive ever dreamed about and wanted to be. and now its like just more of the same everyday, and sometimes i wonder if i could choose again, knowing how its like, would it be medicine that i choose again. and i really dunno man. hopefully one day i would be able to say as Robert Frost did,
maybe reading poetry late at night makes one emo but whatever. just gotta keep praying that God becomes more of my motivation in this course as He should be! dont wanna be one of those HO/MO pple telling juniors in the future that "this job is hell" and "get out of it while you can". last time i never ever envisaged myself even thinking such things but now they come qt unbidden into my mind. oh wells. whatever la huh! i think God knows how i feel cos bsf has been qt applicable to me in my situation so tts good :) everything for Your glory, always
and.
People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong
At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely
-the feeling
anyway, finally went blading today for the first time since i came back from italy!!!! oman. legs are tired now haha. its like i stop for a while and lose all the stamina! tut tut. but i love blading la. i realise i feel happier when im exercising which is kinda proven by research so yay haha. hopefully it makes me smarter too!!!!
as i walk around the wards and get more and more bored day by day, somehow i wonder where my motivation has gone to. i guess yeah im trying my best not to fail and that is the only thing at the moment that is giving me any momentum to study, but i remember how i used to be intrigued by the mysteries of medicine, and how being a doctor was all ive ever dreamed about and wanted to be. and now its like just more of the same everyday, and sometimes i wonder if i could choose again, knowing how its like, would it be medicine that i choose again. and i really dunno man. hopefully one day i would be able to say as Robert Frost did,
"I shall be telling this with a sigh | |
| Somewhere ages and ages hence: | |
| Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— | |
| I took the one less traveled by, | |
| And that has made all the difference." |
maybe reading poetry late at night makes one emo but whatever. just gotta keep praying that God becomes more of my motivation in this course as He should be! dont wanna be one of those HO/MO pple telling juniors in the future that "this job is hell" and "get out of it while you can". last time i never ever envisaged myself even thinking such things but now they come qt unbidden into my mind. oh wells. whatever la huh! i think God knows how i feel cos bsf has been qt applicable to me in my situation so tts good :) everything for Your glory, always
and.
People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong
At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely
-the feeling
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